i could stand by the side, and watch life past by

i forgot how to be happy, i forgot what it’s like to smile from inside out, i forgot alot of things in life. i dont know what im turning into. i dont know what im so unhappy over, i dont know wtf im doing. i teared more than i usually do, im no longer the strong me. the once happy yet cheerful me seems to have lost itself. tell me why! so now tell me, AUSSIE or local?i seem to have a decision in me, but whatever decision i make im sure im gonna regret!im going to pray hard. i look shag, it’s after exams and i cant sleep well. i think im just pms-ing ignore me! :

maybe afterall these years, i finally lost the happiness i used to have. must be thinking im rather silly right? upset over no reason, upset over trival stuffs. so not the usual me. i dont usually do this. i need my getaway, am i just too stress? or am i losing myself? i’ll pray, thanks cindy, char and all for constantly being by me and giving me great advice!

dont care abt all the pain infront of me i just wanna be happy!

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