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im crazy!

i cant wait for tues to come! SLUTS UNITE! i want to keep myself busy! so i wont think of rubbish stuffs! last but not least, i need a darn job!

i could stand by the side, and watch life past by

i forgot how to be happy, i forgot what it’s like to smile from inside out, i forgot alot of things in life. i dont know what im turning into. i dont know what im so unhappy over, i dont know wtf im doing. i teared more than i usually do, im no longer the strong me. the once happy yet cheerful me seems to have lost itself. tell me why! so now tell me, AUSSIE or local?i seem to have a decision in me, but whatever decision i make im sure im gonna regret!im going to pray hard. i look shag, it’s after exams and i cant sleep well. i think im just pms-ing ignore me! :

maybe afterall these years, i finally lost the happiness i used to have. must be thinking im rather silly right? upset over no reason, upset over trival stuffs. so not the usual me. i dont usually do this. i need my getaway, am i just too stress? or am i losing myself? i’ll pray, thanks cindy, char and all for constantly being by me and giving me great advice!

dont care abt all the pain infront of me i just wanna be happy!

weeee

bam’s getting toyota rush! tempting me to get it as well!but still i love my honda best best!oh yea! teo’s bday, exams, vee’s bday , hk trip, bkk, batam cableski! i need a job! i got no job! how how how?

reyes:i have lots of gf
me: isit like who?
reyes: thats a secret
just like the godpa!

so fun yet so weird

love is funny yet weird. you both were once in love, but somehow it dropped .but still you get so happy to see the person you love . The broken heart will mend even though that person broke it into a million pieces. you tell yourself you wont turn back, but you fail to do so. You lie to make yourself feel better, you wanted to give up. you wanted to stop trying and move on. but still you cant. you want to be happy, you want to be optimistic but you always carry false hope. You tell everyone about it, and they’ll go he/she was the only thing that could make you feel better.

i found myself slowly going back to the heart of worship. dont laugh, it’s true. its like walking in and out of church feeling so different!

idk why we all hold on to things that we are better without

i went to national museum! exciting!

i want to go OLD SCHOOL! cant wait!

i want to go timbre and chill with my friends

i want to cycle ,blade, eat hot dog bread like last time can?

i want to eat the beef burger at mac and HUAT on 14/2/10

i want to wakeboard with fickles and bff

i want to run away from singapore and hide myself from this stress ground!

i want to shop

i want to have a job immediately when i graduate!

i want to get my chanel/gucci/burberry bag

i want to do lasik

ALL THE WANT TO.. IS NOT IMPT! because  I HAVE A STUPID WISDOM TOOTH that is hidden inside my gum. not gonna grow and all. only way to get it out is through surgery! GOD BLESS ME! 700 bucks for 1 tooth! can i have a package deal please? wait why am i complaining? i might not even have to pay a single shit for it! nb! laugh at people who have difficulties eating! laugh somemore! MY TURN coming right up! nbnbnbnbnbnb!

2010

i want my 2010 to be a good year! i have plans for it! i want to be friends! i want to be friends! i want to be friends! i just want to be friends with my friends! haha! dont get it? nvm! i want to be on talking terms, chill and all! just friends!

oh yes get a job, or maybe pursue my degree. and go cableski, snorkeling with BFFS and cousin and the fickles! wooo!

twinkle twinkle little stars how i wonder what you are

2010 hello to you

my pretty sweeties!

2009 may past but something still lingers on!

we’re all fickle minded people! from clubbing to food to drinking! it took us ages to decide where we should eat! AND i hate making decision on a empty stomach! it sucks so much! anw, holidays is great! 2weeks ofnon stop drinking. now tell me THIS IS LIFE! we drink, chilll, club. leading a life the easy way! oh yes i count down to 2010 in church and met up with the rest after church! christmas was spend at A’s place houseparty!

merry christmas and a happy new year!

maybe im back to becoming a alcoholic! drinking for the past whole week, wine beer liquor ,bomb! alcohol makes my world ROUND!

and i just played the coolest game ever! more houseparty please! haha! and i have random friends that decide to head to zouk at 130 am in the morning! super crazy!

santa claus is coming to town :)

im super excited! it’s christmas eve people! the season to forgive and forget! to get happy and forget everything! i cant wait to get to church to sing all the christmas songs! celebrate with them all and not to forget the wonderful gifts im gonna receive! till then merry christmas people

i dont know im so into christmas this year!